OHMYGOD WE DID IT, HAPPY 1 YEAR XIO!!
I dunno if you’re awake or asleep, but I’ve decided this will be my first ever long paragraph sent to anyone. You know I’m not a fan of writing long paragraphs, but it’s a special occasion! ANYWAYS~
“I can’t believe we’re finally here.”
I think I told you about that quote before. The quote that started off my acting hobby, and now the quote that will wrap up our first year together. I’m so happy we’ve stuck with each other through it all, even after the crazy shit that has happened over the past year. You’ve been absolutely amazing to me, and you’ve made me feel so safe. So loved. When I say I fell for you, I fell hard. Not in the “Aye this person’s cute, i’d smash lmao” way, but in the “I finally found my soulmate. The person I truly want to spend the rest of my life with.” way. I love being around you, because I feel genuine. I feel like I can say anything without judgement. I don’t have to put up this crazy act around you, one that I’m not comfortable playing. And I hope you feel the same way about me. I appreciate every one of our conversations, whether it’s talking about canned pears, cranberry juice, how Kokichi absolutely sucks ass, or if it’s talking about our future plans, growing cat grass, building our own cottage in the woods, having a hanging chair on our front porch. Hearing your voice makes me smile. Laughing along with you is the greatest kind of laughter. You make me feel an immense sense of redamancy (which means a love returned in full). Everything you do is beautiful, and I’m so happy to be dating the most amazing person in the world. I’m so excited to give you all the little presents I’ve slowly been creating for you, when we meet up in a couple weeks. I love you more than summer. I love you more than sitting inside as a soft rain drums against my windows. I love you more than listening to my favorite song when I’m upset. I love you more than a hot cup of tea at midnight. I love you more than a perfectly soft cookie. I love you more than a warm bath. I love you more than the scent of freshly baked brownies. I love you more than a glass of lemonade on a hot day. But all of those things are so insignificant, compared to how happy you make me feel. Even if they were somehow added together.
I can’t believe we’re finally here. Here’s to a long life together, my one and only, my universe.